I have a therapist that really deep down, terribly cares about me.<3

I just hope this isn’t all talk and you actually mean it.

Yes ma’am! I do actually mean it <3

I’ve seen many times people asking how you can be both bulimic and anorexic.

This is one way how…

You starve, and purge when you do eat.

That is what I am recovering from…

I’ve starved, purged(vomit + laxatives), restricted, binged maybe once, over exercised a few times, and weighed myself excessively. And to me it was nothing. I refused to believe I had a problem. It’s part of the whole horrid cycle.

But now! I am learning to love my beautiful body that God gave me!!! It’s hard, the thoughts are ALWAYS there while I eat or look at myself in the mirror… but I’d rather live a healthy and happy life rather than one where I am dying.